Lunch on the desk is a time for me to be alone - taking that rare opportunity to be in my head, zone out without apology. Lunch like this was freeing, too; I didn't have to make conversation. I let my mind wonder to wherever the internet might take me. Sometimes I escape to picturesque beach resorts. Checking against the calendar on my desk, the last time was three months ago to Penang and how I longed to feel the sand on my feet again. I marked the next few months with possible days vacation time with a cute little sunny icon to remind myself. I get on to email on our family trip. I am glad that this is in the pipeline. Other times, I mindlessly land on some chic boutique and imagining myself with all these pretty dress, beaming with joy. Often these escapade left me poorer with an eager anticipation to the parcel arriving in the mail over the next few days. In this little hour, I also fancied myself as a crafter looking for inspiration, clipping craft as inspiration hoping someday I had the time to paint, draw, design all these lovely things. Looking at lovely things made me happy. I might have hundreds imaginary rooms already for my future home already with all the picturesque, I've pinned on
Pinterest. When I have time left, I will take a walk and buy myself a good cuppa coffee and breathe the air.